"It's time to feel the regret of waking up again" was a common saying by my mind controllers during my morning routines from 2014 to 2019. This phrase greeted me as a thought upon waking up every morning.
DId I regret waking up? No. I'm always glad to be alive and live another day, even if it's going to be a shitty one and I think my mind controllers knew what would be in store for me every dreaded day of my existence during that time.